It has been over a year since I let a situation warp me to the point that I barely recognize myself anymore. I am second guessing every choice I make. I am questioning other people’s motivation for being around me. I have been trying to keep everyone at arm’s length. I have stopped trusting my own intuition.
Enough. I am done.
This is not the person I am.
This is not how I want to live my life.
Today, I am turning back into the person I was before all the bullshit. I am open. I am trusting. I want only happiness and good things. I refuse to spend one more day wallowing over things out of my control.
Is it too early for resolutions?
I want to teleport and give you a hug right now.
ReplyDeleteFeeling that way is tiring. The arms length. I know. It sucks and it's tiring and it feels damned lonely.
I like you. I've liked you since I met you. You're one of the genuinely nicest people I've met and I'm sorry bullshit has impacted your life.
xo